Randomness of the last few days

Well, yesterday Meg, Jamea, Sara and I went to Fridays for Jamea's birthday.  Which could have totally had the potential to be awesome...for the simple fact that there was this absolutly gorgeous and a half waiter.  Well of course, rather than getting that one, we get the one that looks like a hobbit.  But there are tons of pics up on my facebook if anyone wants to see them.

We also went shopping, and rather than being a good child and not spending any of the money that I dont have...I bought another pair of shoes and two pairs of sunglasses..but thats ok. 

We have all decided that we definatly need to hang out again, the next adventure being a day trip to the mall where I am sure tons and tons of money will be spent that shouldnt be, but thats okay, we're girlies and its all in fun anyway.

On the other hand of the stupid day, I woke up with a fever and I was pissed.  So much for getting to school early to work out in my new purple gym shoes...damnit.  I decided it was better that I get some sleep and rest today instead of going to classes, so I wound up missing a quiz in one of my classes...only to find out that everyone got full credit for it anyways...so thats a happy thing.

I spose that on the plus side, being at home and resting will give me time to catch up on some of the reading that I need to get done and everything.  Especially because I have some stupid thing to post for my ecology class.

Another test

Well, you sit and you deal with it, or else it keeps coming back, over and over and over and it gets a little bit worse everytime it does.  Except sometimes there are some things that you really cant deal with because you dont know how.  It just such a mass of incredible mess that there doesnt seem to be any kind of verifiable beginning or end, it all just meshes together.

It was a point I have been at for quite some time, one that I really didnt know how to deal with, and if I wanted to deal with it at all.  But then I learned that everything in life is something worth dealing with for the simple fact that it happens. Things that are ignored dont just go away, and you cant pretend something didnt happen when it did, because its all helped to form you into the person you are today.

It was at this point that I realized that there are just some things that I dont know how to deal with, because its simply something that is out of my control, and possible something that is just simply not meant for me to deal with.  In instances like these, I feel it best to give my concerns to God and let him lead me in the best direction.  He knows better than I possibly ever could what the best course of action is and how things should work out.  All of this is just part of the plan that He has set out for me, and while I may not understand the longterm reasons for this, I do know that it helps to restore and re-establish my faith in Him and His ways.

Its just another part of my cross, one that we all have to bear.

Currently Listening Take This to Your Grave By Fall Out Boy see related

To New Beginnings

I realized that I have been through a lot in 2005.  Ive been hurt by people, and Ive probably done my fair share of hurting or disappointing others.

So, its a new year, a time for a new beginning.  I want to let all those who I may have had problems with, or anger towards, you are all forgiven, and I am letting things go.

For those of you that I have caused pain to or disappointed at some point, I hope you can do the same.

I realized that I have grown a lot in the past year and things have changed, which is entirely inevitable.  I hope that this new year brings with it even more opportunities for me to not only grow as a person within society but also opportunities for me to be a better friend, sister, daughter, etc.

I hope that this new year finds everyone well, and I hope that I am able to get as much out of it as possible.  I would like to acheive success in my current goals, and i wouldnt mind if love decided to find me at some point this year, but I'm waiting for the right time for that.

I know more about myself now, and what I need and want out of life, out of myself and out of others, and I intend to bring that information into this new year, making my best effort to make it the best year yet.

Cheers.

I totally have the best job in the world.....

So, I totally love my job, but everyone already knows this.  Ive got a basketball tournament that I have to work, and guess what, thats exactly what im doing.  I get to get paid to sit on my ass, write on my myspace, facebook, and a whole slew of other things, and play a few friendly games of raquetball.  Yay-ness.

Lets see...here else is why my job is great.  I work with football..which is a wonderful thing in and of itself.  On top of that, I get to travel with them when they go and play games...which is fun..because here again... Im getting paid to sit in the hot tub of a decent hotel.

So, I find out the other day that it is a possibility that we are going to California.  So yeah...roundtrip airfare and hotel paid for...not to mention getting paid to sit on my ass in Cali...AND watch a football game on top of it all.

What more could a girl ask for???

Things Ive learned About Myself--Part 1